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Saturday, June 6, 2009, 9:58 AM
Key to happiness? To freedom? To get married? To reach euphoric ultimatum? What in the hell's exactly it? I still don't freaking get it. There are still those who have moved on from being 21 yet they're still not sober, still sad, still depressed. Still effing deprived of somewhat that only God knows. *snorts* Damn. Maybe you got your life all mapped out while you were still young. You have visions of this and that yet now, you're getting to nowhere. Why? Because some people decided THEY should be the one drawing out your future schemes. You tried. Standing up for yourselves yet no one sees you. Voiced out but not a single soul hears you from all that din. Did almost everything crazy, but yet you still lose to life. So what do you do in the end? You get sick and tired of having every start of the day all scheduled. You have to clean the house, or go to school or work. Take care of dying parents or even hard-ass children who never seemed to ever be tired. You're even tired of some people who thinks they should always be around to keep tabs on you like you're some freaking fugitive or something. Better yet for them if they had security cameras to watch your every move. They keep track of who you're going out with, who you're calling, who you're texting with. EVERYTHING. You get tired of them always breathing down your bloody neck every single day. Well, what else ain't worse if they just had to be there when you're talking with someone. What is the word "PRIVATE" if it doesn't mean what it is? They make sure you get to work or school on time and had earlier judged the travelling duration to and back, and would be in manic fits if you missed your curfew even if it was a few minutes late. You get irritated when they call or even come to your workplace, or federation or school to really make sure you're there and shit, confiscate your mobiles, and make sure you really sleep at night. Some of them might even lock in your home keys, and hide the telephones so you wouldn't steal opportunities to use them for pleasure calls to anyone. They keep away the internet modem so you wouldn't have a chance to surf the web at any point of the day. And some would even keep your bank books, cashcards and control your expenditures. But it doesn't stop there. To those who are married, they would probably be the first nosey bollocks to get panicked when you say you would want a divorce. Or maybe for those singles, they would prod you to love someone of their liking, just because they liked what they see. They give opinions that fall pleasant to their eyes, but they don't really understand you. They jump to unbelievable conclusions unexpectedly. All that ass-talk about... "We want you to have a better life." How better is better? Like what? Like when? When is that exact age will you receive that betterment? Some people say they know you better, because they have seen you grow, but they never really have been in your bleeding shoes to obtain the authority to judge you. Some of them think they're old enough and wiser than bloody you, some of them say they're gifted from God to know the present or future to predict. Some think they're just good, and they boast about it. The result? You get nut-squeezed suffocated. It's hell. It's like you have strings attached to your every limb. You feel like there is no point in planning your existence when some people have already taken charge of that. For free. So what do you do? Be a living doll. It's not that you have not tried. You have, but the odds are all against you, so don't waste the effort no more. Some of them think they know everything, what's best for you, what's not. So let them be. It's not worth to argue shit with. Just let them, whoever they are, do the walking and talking. They're sure of giving what SEEMED best for you. You just sit back and enjoy your very own movie. That way, you wouldn't have to lose anything. What could get any worse, right? Because you have been through more shit that's exacerbating, only you felt iy. If you could pull that through alive, you can still. So, good luck. *smiles* P.S: Your smell still lingers. the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton |
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