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Saturday, July 31, 2010, 2:35 AM
I do not like this one bit. I'm very very upset with you right now. the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton Wednesday, July 28, 2010, 9:32 AM
Today's the first day of physiotherapist. Darn it. But luckily my therapist is very nice. Unlike some others whose face needed a good punch. I mean come on, you go to work like your face has just been plastered with cow dung or something. If it affects you, you don't have to affect your colleagues. Toopid. Anyway, on the upside, I've made an appointment for treatment, cut and wash with my favourite hairdresser, Sharon. Yes. That same woman who made me look human last year. *LAUGHS* This time, maybe sonething sleek. I don't know what hairstyle, but I'll have the jury behind me. And then right after that, back home. Summer's like a dragon, breathing down my neck every single day, telling me to stay home and rest. How can he actually forbid me from any movement? It's like telling a hyperactive kid to not fidget or make a sound. Not even a fart. But even so, he's being such a dear to accompany me being at home just till I got better. Well, I guess it's about time I learn to sit still and appreciate still having my knees, rather than being physically disabled. I really do believe I'll get better by the weekends. I could feel it in my bones. And I trust my bones because I've drunk tons of milk and calcium. I want to go back to jumping and running around like a kid on a sugar rush. I missed that, though this has just been my second day. I hate being indoors with nothing to do. I hope Kelvin does some magic on me when I see him in awhile. the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton Tuesday, July 27, 2010, 10:11 PM
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Officially HANDICAPPED. the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton , 11:13 AM
Woman: Hello, Sports Council. Me: Yes, can I make an appointment to see the Doctor URGENTLY today? Woman: What's wrong? Me: An old injury. Woman: *clicks on mouse* I.C number please. Me: 89*****H. Woman: Are you limping? Me: Yes I am. Woman: Okay, you can come now. *RUSHES TO TAKE A SHOWER* It was less than 5 minutes of the conversation, and now I'm blogging through my Blackberry in the cab. All the best to me, I guess. the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton , 4:26 AM
![]() This is going crazy. I'm getting restless by the minute. I can't sleep or think properly. This knee's killing me! Thank you so much honey for driving me back home and spending half the night eating home deliveries and watching a couple of DVDs with me. It eased the pain, abit. I'm crashing Sports Council first thing tomorrow afternoon to get this busted knee treated as soon as possible before I leave for Vietnam next Monday. And then I'll get back home to do some gym and maybe if the knee behaves, I might do some serious skipping. I can't be doing nothing lazing about. ARGH! The replay of that unfortunate moment during night training scares the shit out of me. The pain was excrutiating, I thought I was going to die with my soul pulled out from my left knee. I swear to God, I had images of amputated legs and the operating room, and wires and the nightmares of not being able to walk or run, or do anything human at that point of time. When I tried to get up on my two feet, but I fell again. IT SCARES ME. I thought I would never see light again. My eyes were spotty, and my legs were trembling. Just at that second, blood rushed to my brains and suddenly I felt so upset. I was in fury. I had to grit my teeth throughh the whole process of icing, and walking to the lockers to get showered, and limping. It hurts so bad, I need to get a numbing jab for it. *covers face with hands* I hate this. I hate this. Got to get back in shape pretty soon. See you around. P.S: I appreciate your company, Summer. I love you. the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton Saturday, July 24, 2010, 4:04 AM
The Sorcerer's Apprentice was awesome with Summer. Million Dollar Mutton , 3:49 AM
I LOVE SHOPPING. the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton Wednesday, July 21, 2010, 7:37 AM
Currently blogging from my trusted BB. It feels so good to be back, blogging. I don't know how long you guys have waited, but I don't really care. Now, where should I start? There's so many things I'd want to tell you. Let's start with where I am now. I'm actually on the train to Redhill for Gan Eng Seng Primary's morning class. I hate mornings. You asses would probably learnt why. -_-" I really cannot wait till Friday's over. Now next point. Ahhh. Summer. What about him? Nothing much. Wait, actually there's a damn whole lot to tell. Good thing is, we've done doing one month together, and we're actually staying stronger each day. Bless that little nigga. *LAUGHS* life as seriously never been so blithesome and random since he came. I get to do loads of all the stuff I've been wanting to since my last. Summer's been a perfect asshole, and I loved him for that. Because I'm an asshole too. A stubborn asshole. Hahaha. I've never been to movies one time too many in a month, and now I got the opportunity to do so with someone. One month. Seems quite short for someone who's still nursing a deeply broken heart. Bless that fella who's always there. Never fails to have my back 24/7 and one who is extremely affectionate with Mummy. Now them both make good match for a pact. Folks liked him a lot despite his abrupt presence in my outstanding life. I actually ran out of words to explain my heart's talk. Finally someone who has an immaculately mature sense of thinking, one whom I can finally run wild and free with, with no boundaries. One whom I can scold "Idiot!" to and get a "Bodoh!" back. Finally, someone whom I can spar with at any point of the day. Yes, this fone Usher-looking indian. HAHAHAHAHA. If he's proud to be one, I'm very proud to HAVE one. *LAUGHS* Its still too early to tell how far we'll go, and I know some bastards out there are plain annoying if they ever wished to get in the way. But truth be told, I have a bleeding lot of human armour in hiding, just waiting to prance at intruders. Okay, does that sounded terrorist-like or something? Hehehe. I haven't really explained how he managed to fall splat onto the ground that I walk upon, but it feels good at this point. Very. (It also feels good to pluck the hairs on his arms) *LAUGHS* I hope this is final. And Summer, if you're reading this, let's put our mission to work. See your ass around, nigga. Love you with all my guts. The most knowledgable person who will hold me so tightly when I scold him during my mood swings and knows the best way to everthing. My partner-in-crime. My mad-ass adrenaline junkie who fits perfectly to my crazy nature. I never got bored, because he, Summer, well Summer keeps me going on my feet and he never tires when he's out with me. But the only problem is, once he sleeps, I feel like yelling into his ears to wake him. Bloody hell. -_-" I really need to get an electric shocker alarm clock someday. Hmmm. P.S: Miss you. Will miss you. Tsk. Faster come and see me laaarrrggghhh! the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton Monday, July 12, 2010, 1:33 AM
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![]() Coping well, when there's an Indian doctor who helps me with rehab every single day. *LAUGHS* the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton Monday, July 5, 2010, 1:17 AM
Verse 1 came to your wedding uninvited walk to da church and sat down inside i wanted to scream your name let everybody see my pain when you said i do i died and it was time for you to kiss the bride through tears i saw you lift her veil you kissed her and my world turned pale i thought i was apart of your life but they pronounced you man and wife saw the emotion in your eyes and in da church i started to cry Chorus damn you and your wedding bells damn you have me under your spell damn you you gonna burn in hell and if its that wat you want i guess you got wat you want boy damn you and your bedroom eyes damn you and your believable lies damn you you know your gonna fry and if its that wat you want i guess you got wat you want boy Rip: if you believe in karma then you know what you do gonna come around to you and the hurt that you dish today isnt free you gatta pay 2nd Verse so i got up and started running blindly had to get that painful scene behind me the wind howling in my ears seem to be laughing at my river of tears i didnt wait for you to walk my way or stick around until she through the bouquet i couldnt trust my self to just sit by and not flood the church with the tears i cried last night i was in your arms you held me and kept me warm can't help feeling left behind as she walks off with what you said was mine! Chorus damn you and your wedding bells damn you have me under your spell damn you you gonna burn in hell and if its that wat you want i guess you got wat you want boy damn you and your bedroom eyes damn you and your believable lies damn you you know your gonna fry and if its that wat you want i guess you got wat you want boy Hook you see that lame up thing a nah you that hurt me yuh mad, you'll never do that now me know for a fact say a nah true that see it dey you beetray me, you lickle judas Rip if you believe in karma then you know what you do gonna come around to you and the hurt that you dish today isnt free you gatta pay Hook father ma know you see him committ the autrocity and vengence is yours all me need is a little reciprocity nothing major, just equal pain you know wah me a feel already father mek him feel the same the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton Sunday, July 4, 2010, 12:01 PM
Partners In Crime. the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton Saturday, July 3, 2010, 5:03 AM
Screamo VS Rock. "Mau keluar anak tekak nie jerit macam kena rogol dengan anj kili pai yay." P.S: Now you have lost all yo' weapons to trap me. It's been proven. I love you. the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton Friday, July 2, 2010, 12:03 PM
"Sikit sikit merajuk. Tak semua orang can cater to you always, and I can't please a lot of people. Bikin I panic tau. You yang nak ikut, abeh when this thing happens, baru suruh you duduk luar (obviously I can't work if you're in close proximity) you ingat I halau you." "Abeh dah merajuk gini, you expect people to pujuk you. I nak try to pujuk you, jual mahal. Tanak angkat telephone semua. You're different from me, you're old, and you can't do much of something happens to you outside. Kalau orang attack you ke, perampok datang ke, you nak buat aper? Kasi back kick?" "Please lah. Jangan asek merajuk and take things to heart easily. Nak susahkan kepala hotak bikin ape, kan? Now get yo ass back here and stop all this merajok nonsense. Tak rock uh lu." P.S: Blogged from Blackberry. the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton Thursday, July 1, 2010, 1:04 PM
![]() P.S: Here's to THAT person who always say "NAK TERJUNNNNNNNNN~!" *LAUGHS* the girl who never grew up, Million Dollar Mutton , 2:01 AM
![]() ![]() ![]() That is ♥. God, where do I even begin. When the last time I thought boredom was just living, right now, the only time I get bored is when I'm deep in my subconscious sleep. I sleepwalk, goddammit. I talk in my sleep, and I wake up, startled because I found myself talking. I jolt awake from some of my sleeps, thinking I have nightmares when I usually have dreamless dormancy. I am deeply affected. And..... I kinda like it. I cannot believe I'd actually started to get fanatical about Twilight and it's annoying saga, and now I'm starting to find Eclipse ludicrously irresistable. I swore to myself I would never ever ever in my human living life watch anything vampiric. Or so I thought. Anyway, life's got me eating happy, and I'm finally back on my 'eating iron' regime at the gym and these muscle sores have never felt so good since the day I carried a 2.5kg dumbbell for bicep curls. *LAUGHS* I tahu I kental. Gotta get some sleep. I have a Vampire date tomorrow. *winks*
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